This morning started out as any morning with BF yelling at bb for wanting me to get up. I didn't want to get up since bf had kept me up till 2 talking about his challenges with me and bb. i am staring to see negitivity, and a progression of not being good enough for this man to make a long term relationship with him. I am starting to resent him and wish that he would not of moved in with me with his fucked up dog and winey child. This dog has ruined so much of my house it is crazy, and the child's room is a disaster area, and bf has not done one thing in the house to help with basic cleaning. bf is terrible with money and does not even realize it. yes I am frustrated and am not sure i will will proceed with things in the future.
I just started weight watchers so that will help me with the fat issue that i am having right now. i can't believe how big i have gotten, i think that i have been eating my emotions for awhile now. yikes.
i have started exercising every morning and am ready to make a change for me for the better. life is great i just need to find the great parts of it.
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